Entry 003: intro (end of the world) – a lyric depiction
intro (end of the world) by ariana grande was one of the songs i had on repeat this year. this song had me diving deeply inward on my past relationships and acknowledging the anxiety i have towards exploring new connections.
after being in a 3 year long relationship, the thought of having to start over again and open up to someone new seems like quite the tedious task. it’s hard to not fear that i’ll put all the effort into doing so, just for things to not work out again.
but as a certified lovergirl, i know it’s just a matter of time. at the end of the day, i’m grateful that my past relationships have taught me what i seek in a partner and what i’ve outgrown.
as much as i crave romance and miss the feeling of being held in both a physical and emotional sense, i am in no rush. i trust that whatever’s truly meant for me will find me in due time.
